Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Holy.

{disclaimer, I realize worship isn't just music, as Christians everything in our lives can be a form of worship for our Saviour, in this instance I'm talking about worship through music...}

I think music period moves me more than the average person either the actual music or the lyrics {or both} but
I think worship music moves me more.

I like to have
a lot of room around me during worship. I like having my eyes closed {unless I don't know the song, then I read the words!!} I tend to sway a lot & move back & forth to the beat of the music. At some points I might jump up & down because of how excited I am about how good my God is too me, even though the words on a screen or coming from my mouth don't compare or comprehend to the goodness my God deserves.

I think I love worship because it's a
freeing experience. Being undignified in every sense of the word because it's not about impressing the people around me...it's about the Creator.

These worship experiences here on earth are
just temporary though. They only last for a little while, we can try our hardest to make it last but this world is full of distraction.

My heart longs for the time I get to Heaven &
I will fall on my face in worship before my Creator. In awe of such power & beauty before me. Then, it won't be a temporary worship event, it will be an eternal worship experience!!

There's this song called
Holy that was recorded from IHOP(rayer) {not to be confused with the 24-hour brekky joint, IHOP(ancakes).} in Kansas City. Basically every time I listen to it when I'm doing my homework, running, getting ready for the day, or driving, it drives me crazy. It might be dangerous someday because I want to just stop everything I'm doing & close my eyes & sing it at the top of my lungs. This particular version of the song starts off with a section of Revelation 4 where it is describing "The Throne of Heaven", where we'll {as believers} gather on our faces before the King of Kings to utter praises to Him.....



"I was caught up at once in deep worship and, oh!—a Throne set in Heaven with One Seated on the Throne, suffused in gem hues of amber and flame with a nimbus of emerald. Twenty-four thrones circled the Throne, with Twenty-four Elders seated, white-robed, gold-crowned. Lightning flash and thunder crash pulsed from the Throne. Seven fire-blazing torches fronted the Throne (these are the Sevenfold Spirit of God). Before the Throne it was like a clear crystal sea.{2-6, the Message}

"In the center, around the throne, were four living creatures, and they were covered with eyes, in front and in back. The first living creature was like a lion, the second was like an ox, the third had a face like a man, the fourth was like a flying eagle. Each of the four living creatures had six wings and was covered with eyes all around, even under its wings. Day and night they never stop saying:
“‘Holy, holy, holy
is the Lord God Almighty,’
who was, and is, and is to come.
Whenever the living creatures give glory, honor and thanks to him who sits on the throne and who lives for ever and ever, the twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say: “You are worthy, our Lord and God, 
 to receive glory and honor and power, 
for you created all things, 
and by your will they were created and have their being.{7-11, NIV}

I can't wait.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

words + phrases...

movies. faithfulness. God-sized-prayer-requests. snow. learning. good-byes. hope. school. work. holidays. blessed. dreams. boots. new year. snuggly babies. quality friends. laughter. family. relaxation. imperfection. french press. sleeping in. painting nails. pleading for wisdom+healing. shopping. burt's bees. gift-giving. sledding. royal oak. a good cry {or two}. text messages. God's goodness. Hope in hurt+pain. skype. new adventures. slow to speak+quick to listen. creativity. worship. journals. enjoying the ride. in awe. small group. australia. reading. rest in Him. connections. courageous. sweaters. curiosity. answered prayers. at a loss for words. unfailing Love. gracious. talking about God. talking to God.. a lot.

The LORD has done great things for {me}, and {I am} filled with joy. {psalm one-twenty-six:three}

For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not provide false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay. {habakkuk two:three}

Saturday, January 8, 2011

au revoir twin..

I don't know if people understand the closeness I share with my twin sister.. we're kind of like a married couple. When I talk to other people I use "we" or "us" a lot. I'm not used to talking to someone & saying "I" or "me". But low & behold, the day has come! We are entering a new season of OUR lives: separation.The longest we've been apart is probably a week? And that was with texting, calling, & facebook! So.. the million dollar question I've been hearing a lot lately is how I'm going to cope without the twin for SIX months.
It really hasn't hit me & probably won't either until tomorrow when we leave the airport or probably Sunday night going to Lighthouse by myself, or sometime next week when I finally realize "oh I have my own car now, I don't have to go pick the twin up from work" or "sweet, I have no one to complain about my mom to!!" :) Either way.. I think {key word: think} I'm ready for it, but we'll see!!
It's kind of exciting too though because we're going to be living six months without each other, being our own person, no longer identifying to new people we meet as "twins" but Courtney or Lindsay. For the first time in both our lives we're going to be experiencing new things without each other as a side kick, support, or security blanket.
All I know is God has paved the way for Courtney's journey from dreaming to it actually being time to start this new adventure! She has done a lot of hard work to get to this point & I know she's been faithful to God calling her to this ministry in the land down under!
So instead of worrying about me & how I'm going to be without her here at home, pray for her safety, for her team she'll be living & working with for the next six months, for funds that still need to be raised, & for Courtney to just be another tool for increasing the Kingdom!

{read about her adventures here..}

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

we need Him, I need Him..

IT FEELS LIKE A CONUNDRUM WHEN YOU KNOW & CAN EVIDENTLY SEE SO MUCH BLESSING IN YOUR LIFE BUT FEEL EMPTY & DRY AT THE SAME TIME. LETTING THE DEVIL RUN IN & STEAL JOY & STRIP YOU OF HAPPINESS. BUT ITS TIMES LIKE THIS WHERE GOD IS USING THIS AS A GENTLE REMINDER {to me anyway} THAT WE'RE {I'm} TRYING TO DO LIFE WITHOUT HIM & HE WANTS US {me} TO NEED HIM. WE {I} NEED HIM.

james one